Savor This Moment

Janis Hunt Johnson
6 min readOct 22, 2022
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An angelic visit.

Crying bitterly, I was missing the boyfriend who’d left me and moved 2000 miles away. It was very late but I couldn’t sleep. I was utterly forsaken, wondering if anyone would ever love me again. Amidst this despair, suddenly a glow appeared at the window, which was open a crack. Through that small opening, the light grew and spread out toward me — abruptly filling me with warmth. I started to laugh. In an instant, my tears turned to hysteric laughter. For that fleeting moment, I felt the presence of Love. I felt safe. I felt hope.

Just as quickly as it came, the brightness dissolved. Still, over 30 years after that experience (and happily married to a man I met a few years later), I remember it vividly as a life-changing moment.

An occurrence like this is wholly personal — and convincing. I’ve had a lot of such healing moments since — only a few as dramatic as this one, but many simple glimpses of The Divine.

Radical gratitude.

Back then, I wouldn’t necessarily have called what I was doing praying, so much as weeping uncontrollably. Nevertheless, no matter how alone I felt, I know I was in the presence of Something Wondrous.

When we awaken to who we truly are — each of us a unique idea within the One Mind — then anything is possible.

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Janis Hunt Johnson

Author, 5 Smooth Stones: Our Power to Heal Without Medicine through the Science of Prayer. Transformational Editor. From Chicago to L.A., now in Pacific NW.